Текст песни твои шумные соседи - dead idiot

My heart is beating fast
I'm breathing heavily
I'm standing at the edge
And losing gravity
Pictures in my head
Roller coaster of memories
Why are they all the same
I wonder what it means
Repetition is a faith
Boredom its cross
She's making fun of you
Well, she always does
Now there's joke on me
She's laughing so loud
I pushed myself from the edge
Then I started drown

It's another lesson that she has taught
Guess who's again a dead idiot
Fell in love with boredom, it's killing me
This is vicious circle that keeps repeat

I'm a bad learner
But i don't skip my lessons
She always brings me back
To this post-adolescence
I've been resurrected
With a smile on my face
I'm happy I don't see
Trick of faded days
I don't feel anxious
Colors they so bright
I don't hear your talking
And I don't hear your lie
But then i understand
Difference just seems
I'm at the bottom of bottle
Sick of this

I had the second chance, but the game is over