Текст песни NoisyCell - Last Theater

I can’t understand how this chain reaction
Has brought me to the edge I’m looking down
One more step would it make me free?
I could fall into the darkness
Realize that I’m just so afraid

“I don’t want to destroy life…”
Remember~~

“I know you want to”
“It’s alright”
Remember~~

I’m not gonna make it
Is it almost over now?
Can’t see the way to go
I feel so alone
My blood is on the ground
This time I lost control

I gave up my thoughts
Lived just by reaction
Made nothing but a fake, empty escape
“Be true to yourself”
I’ve heard enough of that
I know if I remember
I’ll find the good
I don’t care

“I don’t want to destroy life..”
Remember~~

“I know you want to” [I don’t know]
“It’s alright” [It’s not alright]
Remember~~ [You think you know?]

I still believe
I still believe in myself

I’m not gonna make it
Is it almost over now?
Can’t see the way to go
I feel so alone
My blood is on the ground
I can’t forgive this anymore

I just wanna make it
If it’s almost over now
Can’t see the way to go
I feel so alone
My blood is on the ground
I can’t forgive this anymore

Who chooses what is right?
No one can begin to say
So will you turn around
Or will you fade away?
My heart is crying out
I may never see
But still I have to go

I have to go