Текст песни Nico Nico Chorus - Maigo no Boku ni

umareta machi ga kirai datta
taikutsu na hibi ga kirai datta
kowarete tomatta tokei no hari ni
kizukanai hito ga kirai datta

I've always hated the town I was born in
The boring days with nothing to do
And I hated people who
Didn't notice their stopped, broken watches

uwabe no kotoba ga kirai datta
gomakashi no uso ga kirai datta
sono oku de minikuku toguro maita
honne wa motto kirai datta

I also hated superficial words
That made the lies people told to hide things
When I say that, what I really mean
Is that I just hate myself

sonna fuu ni shite subete norotta
jibun ga nani yori kirai de sa

So I cursed everything
Because I hate myself more than anything

mayowanai sube o sagashite
mayoikonda michi no fukurokouji no saki
naiteta hiza wo kakaeta
yowamushi na boku ni otozureta kiseki
sashidasareta sono te no mukou ni ita no wa
kimi nanda

I try to find a way
Past this dead-end path I find myself lost in
There I was, broken down
With my knees to my chest
When a miracle reached out its hand to save me
It was you

nikumareru nara aisanai hou ga
damasareru nara shinjinai hou ga
warawareru nara tsutaenai hou ga
miushinau nara sagasanai hou ga

If I'm going to be hated, why should I love anyone?
If I'm going to be tricked, why should I believe anything?
If I'm going to be laughed at, why should I talk about things?
If I'm just going to end up losing it, why search for it?

jibun wo damasu RUURU de shibatta
HANDORU ja doko mo mezasenainda
itsuka tanisoko ni ochiteku shinro
soremade kizuki mo shinai manma

I bound myself with these rules
And refused to aim to achieve anything higher
Before I realized it
My life dreams had fallen into the gutter

sonna fuu ni shite subete itsuwatte
jibun ni kusari o kaketa no sa

In that way, I set out to sabotage myself
By living my life as a lie

wasuretai sou negau hodo
wasurerarenai mono ga yama hodo arunda yo
obiete ashi ga sukunde
nani mo dekinai boku o sukuidasu kiseki
tayasuku kono kusari o hodoita no wa
kimi nanda

As much as I want to forget
There's just too much that happened
So instead I'm fighting back
With my heels to the ground
Because now I have you
The miracle that will save me from myself

kimi nanda
dare ni mo sagasarenakatta maigo no boku o
mitsukete tsuredashite
namae o yonde kureta koto
soredake ga subete

I have you
Who found me when no one else thought to
You called my name
Just by doing that
You changed my world

mayowanai hi wa nai kedo
kirai datta mono wa naku naranai kedo
obiete nando mo naite
soredemo boku wa mata aruite yukeru kara
sashidasareta sono te o tsuyoku nigitte irereba
tsunaide irereba zutto

There will never be a day I'm not lost
And I'll probably never stop hating the things I do
I'll scream and cry with frustration
But I can still move forward
So long as your hand is holding mine
Connecting you to me