Текст песни NeKatit - Осень

I am again on the verge of collapse again I fall into the abyss
You don’t even look for me, I’m gone missing.
I will be like the time that flies to nowhere
And run away like electricity through the wires.

All the fault of this fall, it will destroy me
And only someone from above knows what will happen next
I'm not afraid anymore ... I'm not afraid at all
But I still struggle for my happiness

My friend is with me - Alina is not very sweet to her either
And she tells me that everything does not happen smoothly
That soon we will get the long-awaited happiness
I try to believe her, but I can't ...

This autumn is our strength test.
And so many dirty lies around us divorced
And I alone stand in this war against autumn
And I hope that I will hold out until the end

I know, everything will work out. Everything will fall into place
I will stop writing these texts all the time.
I will again smile to all these passersby
I won't be angry when it rains outside

I've seen a lot in my life and I really had enough
Then only the sun warmed, which shone so bright
But now ... there is not even the sun in the sky
There is only autumn and one broken heart.

Forces left a little and really want to give up
But since childhood we have been taught to go only to the end.
And let it be difficult for us in this situation.
But after all, our hearts demand change.

They want love. They want happiness
They want to meet someone in the evenings
We indulge them and we give in to them
 And in the end we will be disappointed in everything

Soon it will be winter and we will actually become easier
Stop we loaded every day in the evening
We will enjoy each new day
And I will stop standing on the edge.

I know everything will work out. Everything will fall into place
I will stop writing these texts all the time.
I will again smile to all these passersby
I won't be angry when it rains outside

All this music is the cries of the soul
And the brain tells me, that's enough, Katya. Do not write
Stop wasting your free time.
Though the choruses and couplets sound clearly

And I do not know, I probably still continue
And one day in the distant future may be
I understand that really all this is in vain
But it’s impossible to say for sure

You can not understand that you love never losing
you can not love someone and never hug
After all, we are all people, we all understand
But foolishly, however, we lose each other

And then we realize, usually it's autumn.
She likes to break us into pieces.
And if there is now someone with you next
 please you just save him