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СЛОВО К БОГУ, ИДУЩЕЕ ИЗ ГЛУБИН СЕРДЦА
Глава 21
1
С тех пор как гибели себя обрек,
Уже я не восстал как человек,
Вновь не обрел в себе я человека,
Как сказано в Писании Святом.
Сойдя с пути, что праведен от века,
На этот путь я не вступил потом.
Хоть рассказал я в предыдущих главах
Про все грехи мои, но, стыд поправ,
Напомню вновь я о делах неправых,
О злодеяньях, о путях лукавых,
Не изменяя слогу прежних глав.
2.
О Господи, я – грешник, я – злодей,
Я заслужил Твой лютый гнев и кару.
Ничтожностью, греховностью своей
Себя я уподобил Велиару.
Своею нерадивостью и ленью
Я сам себя подвергнул осужденью,
Обрек себя на горе и позор.
И демоны мои возликовали,
В бесовском хороводе заплясали,
И пляшут и ликуют до сих пор.
Удары тайные я принял, Боже,
Предуготованные мне судьбой.
Я не отверг отвергнутых Тобой,
Наоборот, их силы преумножил.
Бесовской я и сам грешил грой,
И сам плясал я с бесами порой.
Они же имя Божье поносили.
Но я греха не отвергал в бессилии,
Себе не говорил я – не греши!
Я грех творил,
И черви подточили
Поникнувший цветок моей души.
Я погубителей моих незримых
Не вскармливал, но не уничтожал.
Я сам невольно силы умножал
Гонителей моих непримиримых.
Я разрушителям, исчадью ада
Был преданнее, нежели Творцу.
Не сладость я вкушал, а горечь ада,
И вот приходят дги мои к концу.
Я устрашен греховностью моей
О, горе мне, позор и поруганье!
Как перед взором праведных людей
Предстать мне после моего признанья?
Всех лучше знаю, сколь мой грех велик,
Мне горло сжал отчаяния крик.
Когда способность мне была б дана
То видеть, что никто узреть не может,
Узред бы я: душа моя черна,
Как идолопоклонник в храме Божьем,
Понеже грехородной силы страсть
И идолов богопротивных власть
Сказать воистину – одно и то же.
В кромешной тьме, у жизни на краю,
По гибельной тропе иду я ныне,
Мой дух бессмертный – благодать Твою –
Я превратил в бесплодные пустыни.
3
Могу ли человеком я считаться,
Когда причислен я к творящим зло,
И существом разумным называться,
Когда в меня безумие вошло?
Хоть я и зрячий, но слепого хуже.
Внутри себя свет погасив, теперь
Я не могу прослыть ученым мужем:
К познанью сам себе закрыл я дверь.
Слыть многомудрым, свыше просветленным
Я, погубивший душу, не могу
И просто существом одушевленным
Себя назвавши,-- я и то солгу.
Среди кувшинов я – кувшин негодный,
В гранитной кладке – камень инородный,
Я в сонме избранных – избранник ложный,
Я в сонме призванных – глупец ничтожный.
И, устрашенный смертью, ибо грешен,
Покинут всеми я, а кем утешен?
Пророк Иеремия говорил,
Что Иерусалим падет в бессильи,
Так и меня страданья истощили,
Погиб я, потеряв остаток сил...
Как дерева червями, ткани молью,
Изъеден я своей сердечной болью.
Я истощился, словно паутина,
Моя греховность этому причина.
Я прекращаю век свой, исчезая,
Как утренний туман, роса ночная.
Я на людей надеялся неосторожно,
А вера только в Господа возможна.
И ныне, о содеянном скорбя,
Я, проклятый и очерненный скверной,
Надеюсь, Боже, только на Тебя,
Исполненного милости безмерной.
И на кресте Ты никого не клял,
Терпя страданья, не ожесточился,
Когда к Отцу Небесноу взывал
И за Своих мучителей молился.
Подай мне весть, чтоб мой услышал слух,
Даруй надежду в жизни быстротечной
И в час, когда Тебе свой жалкий дух
Я возвращу,--
Даруй мне Дух Свой вечный.
Аминь!
Word to God coming from the depths of the heart
Chapter 21
one
Since the death of yourself doom,
I already did not rebel like a person,
I did not find a man in myself again,
As stated in Scripture by a saint.
Coming out of the way that is righteous from the age
I did not enter this path later.
Although I told in the previous chapters
About all my sins, but, shame is corrected,
Let me remind you again about the cases of the wrong
About the villains, about the ways of the sly,
Without changing the syllable of the previous chapters.
2.
Oh Lord, I am a sinner, I am a villain,
I earned your fierce anger and punishment.
Insignificance, sinfulness of their
I likened to Veliar.
Its negligence and laziness
I subjected myself to convict
Reded himself on the mountain and shame.
And my demons rejoiced
They dancing in a demon round dance,
And they dance and rejoice.
I accepted secret blows, God,
Released by fate.
I have not rejected the rejected by you
On the contrary, their strength was increased.
I myself sinned Groi, I myself, I myself
And I was dancing with demons sometimes.
They also blamed the name of God.
But I did not reject sin in impotence,
I did not say to myself - not sin!
I did a sin
And the worms undermined
A wandering flower of my soul.
I am the destroyers of my invisible
He did not feed, but did not destroy.
I myself involuntarily multiplied the strength
My implacable persecutors.
I am to the destroyers, the fraud of hell
He was more devoted than the Creator.
I tasted not sweetness, but the bitterness of hell,
And then my DGI comes to the end.
I am worried about my sinfulness
Oh, woe to me, shame and fight!
As before the gaze of righteous people
To appear after my confession?
I know everyone better how much my sin is great,
My throat squeezed a scream with despair.
When my ability would be given
Then see that no one can see
Uzred me: My soul is black,
Like an idol in the temple of God,
Personer Power
And idols of God -proof power
To say truly is the same thing.
In pitch darkness, at life on the edge,
I'm walking along a fatal path now,
My immortal spirit is your grace -
I turned into barren deserts.
3
Can I reckon with a person
When I am counted to creating evil,
And a reasonable creature to be called,
When did the madness enter me?
Although I am sighted, but the blind is worse.
Inside yourself, the light is extinguished, now
I can not be known as a scholars:
I closed the door to my own cognition.
Hear the multi -wise, more enlightened
I, destroyed my soul, cannot
And just an animated creature
Having called myself, I am lieting.
Among the jugs I am a cheerful jug,
In granite masonry - a foreign stone,
I am in the host of the elect - the chosen one is false,
I am in a host called up - a stupid is insignificant.
And, frightened by death, for it is sinful,
I will leave everyone, and who is comforted?
The Prophet Jeremiah said
That Jerusalem will fall into powerless
So I was exhausted by suffering
I died, having lost the rest of my strength ...
Like wood with worms, fabric moths,
I am eaten by my hearty pain.
I was exhausted like a web
My sinfulness is the reason.
I stop my age, disappearing,
Like the morning fog, the dew is night.
I was hoping for people inadvertently,
And faith is only possible in the Lord.
And now, about the deed of mourning,
I, cursed and denigrated bad,
I hope, God, only for you,
Performed by mercy of immense.
And on the cross you did not curse anyone,
Suffering suffering, did not become hardened
When he called to the father of heaven
And he prayed for his tormentors.
Give me the news so that my hearing is heard
Give hope in the life of a quick
And at an hour when you have your miserable spirit
I will return,-
Give me your eternal spirit.
Amen!
Chapter 21
one
Since the death of yourself doom,
I already did not rebel like a person,
I did not find a man in myself again,
As stated in Scripture by a saint.
Coming out of the way that is righteous from the age
I did not enter this path later.
Although I told in the previous chapters
About all my sins, but, shame is corrected,
Let me remind you again about the cases of the wrong
About the villains, about the ways of the sly,
Without changing the syllable of the previous chapters.
2.
Oh Lord, I am a sinner, I am a villain,
I earned your fierce anger and punishment.
Insignificance, sinfulness of their
I likened to Veliar.
Its negligence and laziness
I subjected myself to convict
Reded himself on the mountain and shame.
And my demons rejoiced
They dancing in a demon round dance,
And they dance and rejoice.
I accepted secret blows, God,
Released by fate.
I have not rejected the rejected by you
On the contrary, their strength was increased.
I myself sinned Groi, I myself, I myself
And I was dancing with demons sometimes.
They also blamed the name of God.
But I did not reject sin in impotence,
I did not say to myself - not sin!
I did a sin
And the worms undermined
A wandering flower of my soul.
I am the destroyers of my invisible
He did not feed, but did not destroy.
I myself involuntarily multiplied the strength
My implacable persecutors.
I am to the destroyers, the fraud of hell
He was more devoted than the Creator.
I tasted not sweetness, but the bitterness of hell,
And then my DGI comes to the end.
I am worried about my sinfulness
Oh, woe to me, shame and fight!
As before the gaze of righteous people
To appear after my confession?
I know everyone better how much my sin is great,
My throat squeezed a scream with despair.
When my ability would be given
Then see that no one can see
Uzred me: My soul is black,
Like an idol in the temple of God,
Personer Power
And idols of God -proof power
To say truly is the same thing.
In pitch darkness, at life on the edge,
I'm walking along a fatal path now,
My immortal spirit is your grace -
I turned into barren deserts.
3
Can I reckon with a person
When I am counted to creating evil,
And a reasonable creature to be called,
When did the madness enter me?
Although I am sighted, but the blind is worse.
Inside yourself, the light is extinguished, now
I can not be known as a scholars:
I closed the door to my own cognition.
Hear the multi -wise, more enlightened
I, destroyed my soul, cannot
And just an animated creature
Having called myself, I am lieting.
Among the jugs I am a cheerful jug,
In granite masonry - a foreign stone,
I am in the host of the elect - the chosen one is false,
I am in a host called up - a stupid is insignificant.
And, frightened by death, for it is sinful,
I will leave everyone, and who is comforted?
The Prophet Jeremiah said
That Jerusalem will fall into powerless
So I was exhausted by suffering
I died, having lost the rest of my strength ...
Like wood with worms, fabric moths,
I am eaten by my hearty pain.
I was exhausted like a web
My sinfulness is the reason.
I stop my age, disappearing,
Like the morning fog, the dew is night.
I was hoping for people inadvertently,
And faith is only possible in the Lord.
And now, about the deed of mourning,
I, cursed and denigrated bad,
I hope, God, only for you,
Performed by mercy of immense.
And on the cross you did not curse anyone,
Suffering suffering, did not become hardened
When he called to the father of heaven
And he prayed for his tormentors.
Give me the news so that my hearing is heard
Give hope in the life of a quick
And at an hour when you have your miserable spirit
I will return,-
Give me your eternal spirit.
Amen!