Текст песни Be Under Arms - Becoming A Monster

I'm not in the mirror
there is only a monster with my face
with the face of a stranger
who am I now? Who am I now...
cursed be the day when I crossed this threshold
as if his voice has enveloped me
he whispered terrible things that I couldn't dare to think
saying that they all can become a reality

and now I'm afraid to look at myself
darkness swallowed me
blood washed over my hands
and it was a pleasure

getting closer with every step
turning into a monster
with every drop of their blood
I'm losing the human form

he chose me to finish his job
so I became the next
became worse than all of them
'cause darkness is too strong in me

I thought he understands me
my Lord, my curse, the eternal voice
which replaced my mind and senses
when I saw him satisfied, I rejoiced

getting closer with every step
turning into a monster
with every drop of their blood
I'm losing the human form

and now I'm afraid to look at myself
darkness swallowed me
blood washed over my hands
and it was a pleasure

turn away from me and break this mirror
now I'm free but I can't be near her
neck-deep in the blood
but it's a part of me
I can't leave
who is the real monster
those around me or is it me?
erase me, forget my face
Who am I now? Who am I now...

getting closer with every step
turning into a monster
with every drop of their blood
I'm losing the human form

and now I'm afraid to look at myself
darkness swallowed me
blood washed over my hands
and it was a pleasure