Текст песни Павел Шавловский - стихотворение - Иона

I do not understand this fatigue,
there are questions, but not all
certain world answers
will illuminate the truth in the dark.
Not all that we are looking for, we find
we often don't understand much
and, not understanding, sometimes, we depart
from the light of the true reverse,
A world of deceitful feelings
worried about false abroad
for a moment short and then
Disappointed and sad
we go again in search.
How long do we torment ourselves
how long and in vain we wait
and we don't understand God's plan
And still go-go:
we groan, we languish and seek,
the soul is tired, asks for food,
Tasting the pain of barren torment
time passes in vain and suddenly -
we all suddenly understand
Every moment will be clear to us
when torment is replaced, peace comes,
When back to back
with heavenly holiness face
freeze for a moment and have a smile.
Yes, this is so and not strange
lives and breathes tirelessly
we have a strange dream
about eternal happiness, vanity
it has no power to destroy
within the soul she lives
and no man can
to understand her She is worried
and soul to eternity is calling.
And sometimes we are so alike
in their stubbornness on people
similar to us from ancient days.
My friend, we write with our life
our fate, and we will give our report,
When we hear the words of the saints: "Behold, behold!"
And the sounds of happiness, the cries of groans
then they'll be around,
but be attentive, my friend,
Let us remember Jonah.

I see clearly before me
that terrible storm and how with the wave
for your life fighting hard
Sailing, exhausted ship
in disagreement with fate
and among the rumble and noise
As if hiding in the gloom of the hold,
sleeps in spite of everything
fugitive unhappy, sleep it
not relevant here, he doesn't know
that this ship is dying -
he sleeps (as we often sleep)
But amid this dark darkness
as if by a distant moan, there was a cry:
- Wake up Jonah!
The ship is dying - come out,
just a little bit
and we will die, cry to God,
to not die from water
all prayed, you remained.
You're left - the fate of the mystery
the lot is cast
the question briefly flies in the heart
shivering:
- Who are you, where are you going from?
Who are you?
Deaf pain of confession "who am I",
soul of all the most admitted
at the root of all misery is the short phrase "I am a Jew."
And if it is not known, then I will answer:
“My people, Israel, are chosen,
I'm the one,
who is before eternal god
honestly went all my life year after year,
what is the use of now hiding
from everyone and from myself running,
just because
that I disagree with God
but captain, where shall I hide
your longing? Yes, yes, I cry,
it hurts me so much without Him
and the pride of my heart
inside of me now tormented
literally everything, I understand that
who is the true truth knowing
that truth that is blazing in me
tired mind burns
trying to escape, fleeing from the Lord.
Know the storm of waters now
not just broke out
and flashes of lightning, booming thunder,
all this grief was accomplished
because of me over the ship.
Know that there will be no crime
when you give me away now
in a moment the storm will subside,
let it not be you that is a matter
do not waste time, be brave.

Sometimes a confession, sometimes
will not give the desired peace
and the pain of reality by the wave
taking us, sin will not wash away.
Tasting the bitterness of regret
we will remember everything and everything -
will remind memory in an instant.
But luckily, time is not worth it.
and with a loud cry of repentance
freedom flies immediately
sunshine.
God is not without mercy and us
there is no reason to doubt
especially when he himself
pulls us out of the abyss.
And we, moving are ready
go to the call without fear
we crave to do something again,
in the face of danger laughing,
Yes, we are ready, but back:
mistakes pain not the calculation
as we hoped and lo
we will again become unpleasant.
Himself, feeling sorry,
calm sky, sunshine light,
no one dies, everyone is saved, but we?
Are we calm? Oh no.
We plant the shadow more
all over the world at that moment
and we are so