Текст песни не надо меня винить - за то что я хотел реальность изменить

Should not blame me for what I wanted to change the reality .

I lived as best I could . I wanted to live as he lived ,
To love, to be loved , good and warm your soul to give
All those who would need it just a little .
Happy childhood, unbridled joy,
Sun, blinding my eyes, I remember the sweetness ,
Tenderness ...
Sleeping concerns me hand .
Thread between fairy tale and reality is thin .
Dreams, hopes , childishly so simple , so clean ,
They are dressed in light clothing.
You're standing in the middle of one of the world
And your faith muse , thy faith Lira .
And this belief is limitless , infinite.
Belief in life , in love, in good and everything is fine.
Yeah, you thought it would be so always - blithely ,
You thought it is eternal .
And reality had other plans.
Like animal traps given her .
Smells like a war pierce nowadays.
Grins really so terrible .
Time destroys all broken shells .
And now look - really stupid life ,
And people , smug , arrogant shit,
And what's going on around them anyway .
And so, I began to betray their faith .
Yes, I began to sell his soul .
Became angry , I forgot about what I dreamed .
What the fuck? I could not understand how -
Where does this anger in people ?
Bay into the bone , so much so that did not grow together !
Cry me ... let's bastard beat - not be afraid ,
Score this cover in their last nail.

Do you like to feel pain ,
Seeing as dreams turn into zero.
Feel the salt on my lips ,
With trepidation feel false in his words .
And imagines that you read the thoughts in the minds of other people
Of women choosing only whores
A Friend of the men you choose only to judges
Going curve road diabolical passions.
And in life after seeing the scum of all stripes,
And wondering how you survived where bones and do not gather
Or where you die of loneliness ,
But here you are alive and they do not meet all application reviews .
And your bed is empty and cold,
And the joy of life through the darkness and moaning is not visible.
And one goal - she was so sick to madness ,
And one goal - it is terribly frightening - to kill himself .
Kill all the senses. Why the heck they want ,
When they are terribly sick?
The pain is so strong that nerve breaks string
And wrists like strings cold.
and the nights are so long,
As if the endless, so dark.
And the only remedy under Videsh dreams.
And fear always .
And remember God only ,
When not pierce his wrists sting of Satan.

There is no love here only rows
Oh how I want to survive in this dirty stream.
About how people are sometimes cruel.
how every time my words alone.
And that's where all the juice squeezed inside a void,
Understanding comes only .
And that's where all the juice squeezed inside a void ..
Time flows like water ,
And now it's time to wake up,
But this is not a dream , I do not think so.
Here it is time to admit that I drove himself
In this paddock , in this trap .
You want to look into my soul ?
You're not afraid to experience disgust ?
I do not need your forgiveness !
It 's not my fault !
Yes visible road on his hands,
And the fear in his eyes, and eye pain .
Kneeling in the dark
Without joy , without love, without hope.
That's it mate - it's your bottom,
And you could not have imagined it before.
Suddenly , because of the clouds broke through sunbeam
And something most flared near your feet.
This gold - at the bottom to know how to find it ,
And shit it always floats - do not you dare take .
You rose from his knees , raised his head up.
Your eyes pierced slepitelno bright light.
No, you have not forgotten his dream ,
Which gave the answer to any question .
We all belong to only what we can give.
You can listen to , and I can not say.
Think ...
Look, your mother,
Wonders will no longer , so I do not stand here .
Try ...
Another afford to give ...
What am I doing ?
Try to guess !