Текст песни vpal'to - помутнение

what day am I already sitting in these walls
and I think I’ve done nothing in this life
every day it’s like the film is being re-put
synthetics saved me from these problems

but I forgot who I really am
around all the people put on their masks again
I alone look into the eyes of everyone like a child
hated the world probably from the cradle

how much meaning in my words you know better
but every year my face definitely turns pale
someone will say you yourself must achieve everything
and my answer must be killed again in meat

the thought came that we all will end sometime
I just really want to be needed and loved
you're kind of dull, all the boys say
this sadness filled me from head to toe

I plunge into this ocean of my dreams
in a couple of minutes I read anyone like a book
boring days and even with people uninteresting
the only question is how much weight is in your pocket

and again forget about love and all the problems
only blank spaces remain in my head
forgive me if you hear and have not forgotten
from severe frosts my heart has already cooled