Текст песни Side Of Despondency - Imaginary Escape

Since there were 2 periods
Of cold and snow, the distant past,
And a strip of time between
Now and then, I remember my fear again,
My escape of my own present. errors so
That the thoughts sink

Into the pit of oblivion.
How it was long ago, but it all likewise
Year by the year. warming .. seemingly everything went
I thought that's all gone. but now it's all the same
I don't care