in the water, I started to swim
it was scary but i jumped right in.
doing dives instead of sinking
down to the bottom
when it's shallow, I came up for air
looked around and you're still there.
It's relieving to know.
I didn't mean for it to seem like maybe I was walking out again
Please know that I I have no bad feelings or malicious intentions
Miscommunication has no basis, and I'm trying to discern
What we didn't mean to say, mistakes we make, and feelings to unlearn.
I was frightened but I didn't yell
i didn't know just what to tell myself
like all of the hollow ships bottoming out
A waste of space, a matter of time,
I've no desire to rewind
Moving forward, but still can look behind