Текст песни My Sleepless Youth - In Regrets

If anyone will ever listen,
these are my last words,
I'm not longer believing,
this disease won't leave me alone.

It's eating me from the inside,
I cannot do anything but stand by.
There are too many things that I will never carry on.

Before I leave this place that I never praised,
I want to apologize, for the kind of human being I've been.
This is everything I got, everything I had to give.

I wasted my life away,
my eyes now can rest for a while,
let the hollow swallow the silence.

I tried my worst.
I failed my best.

(The ones I left behind,I left them for their sake,
whispering words that no one understand.)

Everyone will feel the immutable sense of inner destruction,
watching the clock tick ticking slowly, chewing nervously,
it's so heavy, and everything it's so blurry.

And for those who'll come to my grave,
those few who won't forget about me,
I want to tell them that I never gave up.

I regret.

I wasted my life away,
my eyes now can rest for a while,
let the hollow swallow the silence.