Текст песни La-Koste - Окутанный обманом

I put my relationship on the conveyor
In a couple of days from them I get what I want
And leaving, I don't say that I just wanted to have her
My words will be perceived as unnecessary noise
I prefer to part without warmth
I don't give hope and cut everything to the root
Only smoke will remain from the fire of your love
We will never be on a par with you again
I know how I look to you from the outside
Few people here will understand me, but don't care about it
Once upon a time I also loved and gave flowers
But I was betrayed, and my heart was thrown into the wind ...

I was deceived, and who the fuck is this anyway ?!
You were left with your love - but with nothing
There was no incentive to just get up and walk
I cannot afford to forget you and forgive
But I wanted to finish everything at the very beginning
I expected a catch, but feelings about the truth were silent
I believed your words ... and here is the result ?!
Put poison in my veins ... I died silently
Now I have to write poetry for scrap and sing those feelings
Only hatred reigns in me and there is no place for sadness
I will not promise to be the same again
I loved you and forgave you, alas, only for your appearance
As it turned out ... I didn't see your soul
You were just playing, filling my eyes with dust
And for me now the whole world is black and white
We are no more, the ashes of me are the same

I can't be different, deception enveloped me
Save your memory, I won't be yours anymore
No deeds, no words ... steps back
For me - love, for you - passion
To START again ?! NO, not in this life, know
LEAVE me, before me the edge
You are my weakness, you are my pain, you are my disease
This heart beats its last ...

I left you, loving, for you did not love
I remember happiness from the days in which you were cute
But unfortunately, I really have nothing to remember
I am killed by you, no one will heal me
It's a disease ? NOT ! But nothing will help me
I must come out of the shadows myself and heal in a new way
I was guilty before many, but only you
I was broken and smoke remained from the flame
I'm not a pitcher to catch on the fly
Your indifference has killed you
My futile attempts to change at least something
I believed you to the end, and I was left behind
As we see again the words about her, but how else ?!
This love is she alone, even if I'm not a boy anymore
My heart sank in my chest, but I let you go
After all, I confessed my love to another ...

I won't call my loneliness wandering
After all, I do not live in search, but in memories
What secrets are there? My life is like a book
But only for you alone it was open
The pages are torn out, and the meaning has become incomprehensible
I'm among those who got, did not, shot
All my thoughts are directed only one way
But without giving and answering ... "Love equally ..."