Текст песни Grave Flowers - At Night

I want to be embraced
cause I am so sad
I want to be hidden
from this world
I have reached the point
when nothing pleases me
Looking in the mirror
and hate what I see

At night I wake up and want someone by my side
At night I wake up sometimes I want to cry
At night I wake up I feel better than yesterday
At night I wake up think about the things I want to say

Can you tell?
by looking at me
I'm not feeling well
I'm trapped in misery
Open up your eyes
take a look at the world
It's them and not me
who's are disturbed

At night I wake up and want someone by my side
At night I wake up sometimes I want to cry
At night I wake up I feel better than yesterday
At night I wake up think about the things I want to say

Is there a pattern to follow
I must have lost the track somewhere
I'm longing for a new tomorrow
cause this night is filled with despair