Текст песни Former - Alone And Comfortable

No sleep tonight
My eyes are painted red
Slow, slow come the thoughts
Of how I should be
Dead instead of this

I bottle up, afraid to believe
So many voices are screaming at me
I choke it up, it's all in my head
So many faces are staring back at me

I wonder what it's like
To be alone and comfortable
'Cause I am scared to death
When I feel the rage inside of me explode

I bottle up, afraid to believe
So many voices are screaming at me
I choke it up, it's all in my head
So many faces are staring back at me

I want to sink inside myself and float away
I smoke myself 'til half past death to make them scream
I want to sink inside myself and float away
I smoke myself 'til half past death and make them scream

Somebody help me get these voices from my head
They're driving me insane
I can feel them screaming for me now
But they won't take the blame
Can you hear me now?
Am I speaking out loud?
Everyone will write me off once they figure me out

I bottle up, afraid to believe
So many voices are screaming at me
I choke it up, it's all in my head
So many faces are staring back at me