Текст песни Colleen Duffy - Queen of pain

I'm the queen of pain, I can make it thunder and rain,
I can turn the clouds black in the sky,
I can put all those tears in your eyes.
I'll Leave and never wave goodbye cause I'm the queen of pain.
I won't hear their names, Cause the voices are always the same,
The places, the chaces
The interchangable faces are scratching me,
attaching, surrounding, binding
How can I care if it's not you?
You smile at the things that I do,
and then you say I'm as cold as November.
Oh you say I'm as cold as November.

Things will never be the same,
and I will never give you back your name,
Cause I've earned it with you under my skin,
but it's my fault for letting you in.
I've betrayed you and it should be a sin,
Cause then you banter you're as cold as november,
Oh I say you're as cold as november.

You left when I was crying,
and I was crying everytime you left,
Oh but ain't it kind of funny how you weren't laughing when I left.

So who's the real king of pain?
I'm trying to forget your name,
but you show up wherever I go,
Your smile lurking in my shadow.
Oh please why don't you just let me go,
Cause I don't want to remember how it was in may,
Cause now it's the month of november.
That was may, but now it's the month of november,
Your favorite time of year.