Текст песни Chouchou - CATASTROPHE

it’s over 
so my life comes to an end 
nightmare 
I don’t know what I’ve done to you 

and what's this called? 
a war of revenge against me? 
I heard you say it’s time to say good-bye 

from that day 
I no longer exist to you 
hey, I’m here 
don’t act like I’m invisible 

someone please wake me up 
and tell me it’s just a dream 
why did you send me on a roller-coaster ride of deep despair? 

I am falling, falling down 
why are you laughing without any pain? 
if you still see me 
if you see me now 
help me from this nightmare 
before I’m knocked to the ground 

you said 
“you’re not the one who should be here” 
I said 
“I can’t go anywhere but here” 

if there's a better way to make it through this brutal world 
then I could stop killing myself 

this is a story, story of me 
I’m sorry, this is how my story ends 
there’s no more story 
no more story 
but do I really wanna end it like this? 

still I could stay or leave 
so let me see you cry for me again 

I am falling, falling down 
why are you laughing without any pain 
I know you see me 
"help me now!" 
if you find your heart is crying 
before I’m knocked to the ground 
“help!”