Текст песни antenna tree - I'm Not Over

This is the beginning of the end
Decay when I count to ten
Nothing more but a bad kind of dream
When the walls are closing in

This is the beginning of the end
I mourn for the beautiful intent
It could've turned out right
It should've turned out right

I'm not over
I'm not over
Gonna make a short detour

This is the beginning of the end
Yet what I can't comprehend
Is why this joke is on me
Why is it always on me

This is the beginning of the end
Will the truth remain unsaid?
Sleep tight on the bed that you made
No one cares to see you fade

I will not bend
I will not break
Untill I'm satisfied
I will not bend
I will not break
Erase it from my mind
I will not bend
I will not break
I will not bend
I will not break
And even with this part of me gone