Текст песни angelover - когда гаснет монитор

had to survive
and enough to survive out of mind
here it is, a particle of reason, on the sheets,
and this time not from ink
but from the fact that the world is black

because time will dress, but only its noose around the neck
everything is monotonous, it becomes for Zhenya
he forgets about the battle with reflection
because on the other side there are only distortions

on TV lust poverty, but I live like a movie
I fill the pen with dirt, ugliness, misfortune and rot
Am I a rag? Yeah !!
-all absorbed it from your eyes for a long time

and look
there is so much hate
no order can now be brought into them
happiness in conclusion and how many thoughts are still tormented there
nobody will visit them

kind, Samaritan, yes, nothing in myself
but she’s gone, I’m dying, because I’m becoming cold-blooded
there are so many thoughts, more than in any album

outside the window the apocalypse, masked people, allergies-
everybody wants to sneeze on every drama
and I go here and there, here, tearing apart
                      half man

outside the window among the gray walls of high-rise buildings
 on gray asphalt and under gray sky
 there are gray masses where everyone seems to be
pier individual among all gray
 
here they clutch at each other's throats, here morality is only on the walls
but even enamel will paint over it but even enamel will paint over it

open my eyes
many full bottles - and not a drop of water - desert
dry mouth appeared. and the display is the desert sun
these thoughts blow out the monitor