Текст песни юностиплач - я хочу быть нужным

I want to be necessary, like an old novel written out of the library
Like the last drop of rain on the pond
But instead, I eat fast food and always on someone else's arms
People unnecessary on the echoes of avenues are hiding
The last pianist in this accursed puddle
I just want to be needed
I want to dissolve in the arms of a man I do not know
Leave and the abyss without a message
Forget about the disgusting past
I want to get into trouble and get out alive
Like a puppy on the street thrown
I want to be a good person
And in general, less often think about the meaning of life
And to drink the jägermeister for breakfast
I want to be the right person