Lyrics Roomie - I don't have any friends

I'm trying to keep busy, pushing it away
Work until I'm dizzy, fill another day
Weekends make no difference, everything's a blur
'Cause when you have no friends home becomes your world

I'll never fit in anywhere
I've realized that, realized that now
At the end of the day no one really cares
I've realized that, realized that now

Is there something wrong with me? I wish someone would say
Is solitude my destiny or do I get in my own way?
I'm bracing for rejection every time I speak
I hate my own reflection, God I feel so weak

I'll never fit in anywhere
I've realized that, realized that now
At the end of the day no one really cares
I've realized that, realized that now

Seeing people laugh together makes me hurt so bad, hurt so bad
Kinda feels like they're laughing at me
Looking back at the few friendships that I've even had, even had
Seems they just came from necessity

I'll never fit in anywhere
I've realized that, realized that now
At the end of the day no one really cares
I've realized that, realized that now
I've realized that, realized that now