Lyrics Unknown lonely singer - Will I ever find

night city
I'm walking
don't know what is my target
live is tricky
can't stop smoking
my soul has been sold on black market

will I ever find
the sense of living
sense of breathing
will I ever find
you
and will I ever stop
roaming the streets
at night
which I don't know
Oh will I ever drop
this cigarette

the past two weeks
was such a hell
the past two lifes weren't better
I'm on my knees
can someone help
I badly need a real shelter

shelter from myself
from this world
I'm so tired
my soul has been sold
can someone give me a piece of his own
then I'll maybe can start living on