Lyrics The Growlers - Black Memories

Pretending it'll get better when you're not around
Finally free but I'm lying to me
Searching for the black memories to show my heart what I mean
But nothing puts me at ease
Where are you going
Come back with my heart
Sure as the wind keeps blowing
Nothing's going to heal these scars
Broken promises you've given me
Make me want to live a life without words
Expectations die before birth
Trying to kill the pain before it hurts
Prescribe me at ten times my weight
In a vegetable state so they lock me away
Pretending it will get better when I'm not around
Finally free but I'm lying to me