Lyrics ghost orchard - remembrance

at a church in the daylight
hide away in all of my regrets
maybe deep in the water
find myself lost in its grips
fading soft; a memory
illuminating everything
forget all that you owe me
i’m leaving behind all of my debts

saw you once in a daydream
and every once and awhile in my head
i’ve been waiting awhile
to try to love myself
and now it’s all just remembrance
of a thing i thought i had said
i’ll go away for awhile
come back and hurt instead