Lyrics Айвон D. - Кто же если не сам

Monday no money
Like a fool and not a loafer
People have their own opinion on me.
But at seven in the morning I jumped from the pastel
Day idleness
God is not my helper, but I believed
Stretch the soles, kill time
I do not know on purpose, let the tribe down

How many times already, ups failures
Other cities, districts quarters
Other people, other persons
I just don’t have the strength to be angry
On the world, someone set me up
But know you didn’t break through the armor
You just added me strength
Though it’s like I didn’t ask

Smoke smoke smoke in a smoky room
In the light or in the dark
I'm tired I want to give up
After all, under the mass of rebukes you can break
But where to go, you have to fight
With uncharted passion, fight to fight
Feeling like I died a hundred times
But my game over has not yet come

I learned something that I understood
Something dropped, something raised
Somewhere fell somewhere got up
But I did not stop believing in myself

I learned something that I understood
Something dropped, something raised
Somewhere fell somewhere got up
I'm so tired of this shit

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So same if not myself
I ceased to believe miracles
and heaven