Lyrics Александр Войнаровский - Free and beautiful

How many times you left me alone
Between these four white walls
I never knew where you came from
You always ignored my calls

But look at me I'm free
I'm beautiful, yeah
I'm not the one you're used to see
but you still don't care

How many years I fought for your heart
How many words were said
How many years I healed my scares
They still hurt me anyway

I'm trying to look free
and beautiful, yeah
I'm liying who I am
but you anyway don't care

How many nights I looked at the sky
Wondering how were you there
In that town where everything's fine
And everybody walk in pairs

I know that you're not free
but you're beatiful as before
Want you to think of me
but you doesn't anymore