Lyrics Имхо - А ты знаешь как мне стало сложно

Do you know how difficult it became for me ?!
No you do not know!
You think I blame you ...
I want to think that you can
All return, and hug you ...

Heart bursts valves!
I walk forward, closing my eyes
In the wind, the whole face is scratched
It's hard to go against yourself ...

Our skin is impregnated with salt,
And the sand underfoot in tears.
We are as if war-clogged,
We'll lie under the rubble

Thoughts are pain, everything is destroyed before
Who is the fate of our rules here ?!
Each scream reduced the distances!
And now there are no more places in the heart ...

On the ruptured wound there are
Only dirt and a green mixture.
And I drink, so that the forces remain
Crawl ... I can not even sit down.

There is no more road home.
There is no choice, only suffering.
Swept all the sand and ash.
Do not be afraid, consciousness will return ...
And you will understand that I am not like that!
And all feelings will fade in the flames
Angry resentment, dislike me ...
And I will suffer, holding the banner,
On which a dead donkey!

And you know how I became
complicated?!
There is a strong dislocation in my head!
But now nothing can be returned, it's too late ...
How hard it is to leave loved ones ...