Lyrics the ghost in you - seahorses

i'm not sure
where i've gone
when i wrote this song

and i move my hands
through these wires
as i play for you tonight

i'm not all right
god knows i've tried
but i'm not one for suicide

i'm not ok
when you say
it gets better with time

i can't stay, no
not this way
will i be missed someday?

i'm not all right
you're just polite
i know i've lost this fight

and i won't wake up