Lyrics Tetrafusion - Monologue

What have I done?
I stand here holding a gun
I am confused, bemused
and wanting to understand who I am

I just, just gotta know
what's going on inside my mind
I just, just gotta know what is behind
Behind these eyes

Who is this at my feet?
Where am I? No retreat
Find myself incomplete,
Drenched in cold, cold sweat
She is gone, all is lost
One mistake, what great cost
Who did this? They will pay
I will avenge you!

I just, just gotta know
what's going on inside my mind
I just, just gotta know what is behind
Behind these eyes

Who, who would take from me my deepest breath,
take the life out of her flesh?
He will taste this pain, these bitter tears
Behind these shattered eyes,
I only fear he runs from himself
Faces of time are shattered on the floor
The smoke is clearing
As I look in this broken mirror,
the divisions are clear
Could this be? All of this born of me?
Ripped apart!

Nothing to gain, nothing to lose
(Nothing is left but empty remains)
Her crimson dress, scarlet canvas of your darkest fury
(What could have been will never be)
You can't pretend that you're innocent any longer
(What could have been will never be)
You know the truth on the edges of your mind
(It was always me! What have I done?)
The actions that unite us cannot be undone