Lyrics STЭN - грустный клоун

under the roofs of these houses, no one is visible
he lived in an apartment without a number
sort of like an actor, but for someone it's just a clown
I didn’t know the names of others, and I don’t even remember my own
did not play other people's roles, sometimes he was not happy with something
printed the script at night, built grimaces
in the afternoon I came to the finals, pulling the mask
such a sad clown
you won’t immediately say if you look at him
dark haze in the eyes, may smile or wink
just recently was an ordinary citizen
there was a family, a wall in children's pictures
album of family pictures, everything is like in a dream
in one night all gone
he just doesn’t remember this night
he came to himself in a hospital bed
doctor's opinion as a sentence - amnesia
erasing memory from present to past events

these winter nights in the silence of the shadows
no one else knows what happened to those lights.
now no longer white lamps but yellow candles
sad clown whispers tell me

night, snowy december, slippery asphalt
what led them at one in the morning to go to MKAD
he and his wife and two miracles in the rearview mirror
did not know that this path would be farewell to the world
come back to life if one can be called
lucky him only in the passenger seat
spouse failed to cope with management
only here is the story stored in a personal file
and the scars on his body remind him little.
friends had to tell him everything
the emptiness inside makes the masks pull
wake up ....
played different roles but didn’t play a role ...