Lyrics Rational Anthem - I Wish I Could Be Happy

This song is about being sad n stuff
lyrics
Replaying the argument and words she said
try to go back to sleep put the sheets over my head
suffocate in to my pillow sink further in to my bed

holding my ears tighter try to muffle out the sound
my temples start to swell and my head begins to pound
try to tie up ugly loose ends perpetually unwound
staying quietly bitter and burnt out all the time

and i cant convince myself that im happy
as i count up the ways
i take everything i have for granted

does it matter anyway?...