Lyrics prvrln - я погиб

I'm dead. already decided everything
uselessly lived this life
it hurts, but where to hurry?
I was lost in this abyss
erased all life pictures
no one sees, I swam away
no one believes that I am in the desert
no one knows how I disappeared
I made a screen with my brains
drowned, veins cut out
on the neck a loop
the blood will gush
veins in the bathroom
the body becomes cold
the soul suffers
health perishes
in my heart a frosty frost
rain on the street
there is no sun in sight
I hope the slush will embrace
I got wet
fell under the rain
remained on the film lens
in the veins of my deadly dust
I want to live
but God himself is powerless here
free ride on a trolley
my happiness is flooded with gasoline
I feed into the mouth a rat poison
to bear this intolerably
I remember your staircase behind the shop
I remember shouting, I called my beloved
I remember the pier where we went
this sadness remained in the windows
Now what? Now we are different
I will not come, I have quarantine
I will not come, because the road has forgotten
and throw all my memory into the basket