Lyrics Osamu Dazai - Suicide Song

tōtotsu desu ga watashi wa
ima kara kubi o tsurō to omoi masu
kon’na nimo yaruse nai sekai kara
tottoto osaraba shitai o omoi masu

demo ne arere
kubi tsuru himo ga ari masen deshita

nante subarashī jinsei deshō
nante subarashī jinsei deshō
kubi tsuru himo ga nakatta okage de
watashi wa mada iki te iru

tsugi koso wa desu ne watashi wa
rentan jisatsu o hakarō to omoi masu
issanka tanso chūdoku ni nari nagara
sōmatō o nagame tai to omoi masu

demo ne arere
raitā no oiru ga kire te mashita

nante subarashī jinsei deshō
nante subarashī jinsei deshō
raitā no oiru ga kire teta okage de
watashi wa mada iki te iru

sando me no shōjiki ni watashi wa
kusuri o nonde sayonara shiyō to omoi masu
tairyō no jōzai o mizu de nagashi komi
futon de sono toki o matō to omoi masu

demo ne arere
suidō ga tome rare te ori mashita

nante subarashī jinsei deshō
nante subarashī jinsei deshō
suidō dai harai wasure teta okage de
watashi wa mada iki te iki nobi te

kono jinsei wa marude kimagure ni
riyū o tsuke tewa tsuzuku no deshū
o migurushī kato wa omoi masu ga
o tsukiai negai masu

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