Lyrics Matthew Ryan - 3rd of October

Betrayal, it's in built
And guilt is relevant
To whatever is relevant
To whatever faith has been spilt
I'm awake to what you crave
Ah but you're always complaining
You're always sitting with your legs crossed
You're always saying you feel like you've lost something

But I don't want to lose myself
And I don't want to lose you
I don't want to be hanging upside down
I don't want to be interrogated by the truth
No I don't want to lose myself
And I don't want to lose you
I don't want to be pummelled by the truth

Disintegration, I don't understand
Disintegration of the morals
Disintegration of the heart
Disintegration of common sense
Now I'm broken
But ain't everyone broken?
I admit I'm lying over the tracks and I'm praying for a plane
I'm confused but I'm tipping my hat anyway

'Cause I don't want to lose myself
And I don't want to lose you
I don't want to be hanging upside down
I don't want to be interrogated by the truth
No I don't want to lose myself
And I don't want to lose you
I don't want to be pummelled by the truth

'Cause I don't want to lose myself
And I don't want to lose you
I don't want to be hanging upside down
I don't want to be interrogated by the truth
No I don't want to lose myself
And I don't want to lose you
I don't want to be pummelled by the truth

I can't hold you now, I can't hold you now
I can't hold you now, I can't hold you now
I can't hold you now, I can't hold you now
I can't hold you now, I can't hold you now