Lyrics J22 - и все усилия обратились в прах

AND ALL EFFORTS TURNED TO ASHES

sitting in the kitchen at six in the morning
bye the rays of the sun
cut the smoke screen from cigarettes
i cut my hand
a hatchet for cutting meat

blind rain outside the window
knocked on the ledge and did not see
what I do
right under his nose
this
saved me
until
bye sky
gray thick clouds did not cover
but my mind is not clouded with memories
it could not but depress

I wake up
and went to sleep
but there was no sleep
like there was nothing
other than this rain from heaven
he cried
he cried with the children at the construction site
forgotten by drunk parents
or the children ran away there themselves
to hide and cry
children think
what is there
at the construction site
no one will see their tears
because nobody
does not go outside under such a downpour
but now
the rain sees everything perfectly
he is not blind

I got dressed and went out
under the downpour
under hail
under the storm
in the rain
so he
had seen
how unhappy I am
but he
stopped