Lyrics J22 - Андрея увозили на каталке в морг

PATS THROUGH THE SIGNIFICANT

in that day
when at two o'clock in the morning
Andrei was taken away on a gurney
to the morgue
I understood
that too I can die
at any moment
and counted the seconds looking at the ceiling
to the accompaniment of solutions
supporting my body
by means of a dropper

I will not list
those reasons
that they urged me to surrender
and go to meet death
or vice versa, those reasons
what made me
clutching a piece of wet sweat from the sheets
continue to fight for life
but once
I just
stopped praying
stopped smiling
stopped talking
the body began to repel medications
I dropped everything
of all
and myself
I was ready
and lay
awaiting the approach of death
and looked into the small cracked window
behind which
the hottest summer passed
in the history of the city
in which people were unbearable
from the heat

but
with time
vomiting of blood stopped
operations were successful
stitches heal
bones overgrown with meat
I was transferred from resuscitation
in the ordinary ward
where after a single seizure
everything finally went uphill
and now
through the prism of a certain experience
and from the height of past years
I can say with confidence
what would be the strength
and depth
there would be no human suffering
and experiences
they
forgotten
like an old movie viewed
on a spattered monitor
in the train car
there is nothing
weaker
what do we overcome
until the grave of Andrew
so it will be
weed