Lyrics Intercept - Avigail

Things were acceptable before I was playing pretend
That we could survive on two sides of electric fence...
But you put the stars in my eyes
Now I've compromised everything
And wearing the perfect disguise...

Am I dead or alive?
Am I making up a lot or a little?
Is this too big a mountain to climb?

Now I'm drunk and irresponsible -- probably a loss --
And everything she needs is everything I'm not!
Drunk and irresponsible are different sides of me
But I know I can be anything Avigail asks me to be...

Knock, knock on the door,
You said it yourself: you called him a man!
What a sad situation, he wants his baby again!
Every gaze is goodbye...
But I know this maneuver; he's wearing the perfect disguise...

Am I dead or alive?
Am I making up a lot or a little?
Is this too big a mountain to climb?

Now I'm drunk and irresponsible -- probably a loss --
And everything she needs is everything I'm not!
Drunk and irresponsible are different sides of me
But I know I can be anything Avigail asks me to be...

What must life be like when no one around acts like themselves?
Who do you turn to when everyone is somebody else?

Yeah!!
And I'm drunk and irresponsible - probably a loss -
And everything she needs is everything I'm not
Well, drunk and irresponsible are different sides of me
I know I can be anything Avigail asks me to be!!