Lyrics handsome eric - great, ego-death

I've been hiding
I've been alone
I'm living beside me
I've lost all control

there are only teeth
underneath this bleeding mouth
they've been asking me
but I can seem to see a way out
underwater seas bury me in my own bed
long past ordinary swimming round in my own head

under the covers - hiding alone
no one will find this mope now

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / I / You / Mine / Yours / This
None / No / Time / No / Love / None
Find / Some / Hope / What / Hate
Love / Ain't / That / Great / I / Guess
I'm / Safe / Still / Stuck / Self / Hate

Yelling / Dying / Falling / Crying
Staying / Leaving / Coming / Grieving
Sinking / Swimming / Sleeping
Sinning / Laughing / Sorry / All / Forgiven

I'm in hell and I am screaming no I'm dead don't call me stephen
where's the joke if I'm still breathing?

If there's a soul inside it's aching and it's legs are tired
theres an empty pool with only broken boards inside it
borders of my skin between myself and where I've been
I've slowly lost myself in self-destructive ignorance

but it's cool
we're alright
we'll get through this
even if one of us dies
and even if it's me that dies
I'm just happy you're alive
and I'm happy and I'm alive
but just on the outside

don't help me
please just kill me

If there's a soul inside it's aching and it's legs are tired
theres an empty pool with only broken boards inside it
borders of my skin between myself and where I've been
I've slowly lost myself in self-destructive ignorance