Lyrics Fall of Empyrean - Drowning in Gray

I sit in my room,
To contemplate,
All the reasons why,
Why am I here, why must I live?
Through these grieving times,
Overwhelmed by the hurt,
Deep inside my soul,
A quick ending to this all,
I lose my self-control,

With the noose clutched in my hands,
You can’t understand,
This blatant travesty,
Has become part of me,

Drifting through the seas of sorrow...

Condemned to,
Fade away from my life,
From the lies,
I place the rope around my throat,
And close my eyes,
Falling down toward the ground,
The choking sounds,
Finally I will see the way,

Though something went wrong,
I am still alive,
Trapped in misery,
Forever, in agony,

They find me hanging,
From a tree,
Bleeding, pleading,
Please don’t set me free,
Releasing the rope,
From around my swollen neck,
They bring me down,
Refusing to let me rest,

Why didn’t they just leave,
Me in my misery,
For all the world to see,
They must hate me,

They place me in a room,
No windows I could see,
They think insanity,
Is what ails me,
They test me everyday,
But can’t see the way,
Into my barren mind,
To see what they could find,

I fall into a state,
They call it catatonia,
So helpless,
They have left me there,
Never to awake,
But they have made,
A great mistake,

Drifting through an endless sea...

Condemned to,
Fade away from my life,
From the lies,
A dormant sleep that won’t last,
To their surprise,
I will awake from this state,
From this pain,
Finally, they will see the way.