Lyrics EMELIY - по ту сторону жизни

Sitting alone in the apartment, writing these lines
The sky presses on me, these notes overwhelm me
Here everything is not the truth, I composed everything myself
My fantasy, my mind is hopeless there

Somewhere in the distance still is reliable
The one that has not yet extinguished, that burns like before
Slows the pulse, does not feel the body
This is the end, I reached my limit

I'm somewhere there, I do not even know where I am
I'm lost, like cigarette ash smoldering
Do not seek me, I am lost, gone forever
I disappear into nowhere, closing my eyelids

I can not cure you, doctors are late
Although they swore an oath to the gepokratu, but you know
And here it's not so bad, no problems
There are no feelings and pains at all

Here you can not love, you can not cry
There is no happiness, and luck of signs
The black cat will not run to your door
Yes there are no cats, just as there are no roads

This curve will not lead me to a dead end,
That waking many and leaving
Near the cottages rot their bodies slowly
But I'm already free here, and no trembling

Time flew by as if eternity were going on
Thoughts ripened in my head, and there was
I began to miss my family and friends
Without them I can not, these feelings are higher

I just could not think of anything else except
And now there were feelings of tears, and pain like
I began to cry, drowning the ice in my heart
And you know I was like that easier

Wake up drastically I'm in a wet sweat
I believed that I did not leave, that I would come
And I understand only after a moment
Oh my god, it was just a dream

Not knowing that poisonous smell of death
We do not value our life, we lack the standards
Bro, save your life, by all means
Because in the world there are people for whom you have become dear

Create more difficult ... destroy much easier
Take care .... this is not advice, you just have to