Lyrics Clearview - Sine Mora

You’re a bad taste in my mouth
I love you but you burnt me out
I smoked you and stepped away at the ashes
My heart bends and breaks

This isn’t who I am
This isn’t who I wanted to be

I thought I lost control but, I never had it
I’ve been coming to terms with myself and with you
I thought I lost control but, I never had it
I’m becoming more of who I hate everyday

I’ve been restless and waking
I haven’t slept for days
Your ghost is haunting me
And I’ve been dying to get away

When I open up I shut down again
I’m haunted by your ghost, bury me inside your head
When my bones are weak and my nerves are thin
Crack my head open and rot away with me in my own sin

Bury me inside your head

I thought that I could save you
I thought that I was strong enough
But, I’ve been restless and waking
I haven’t slept for days
Your ghost is haunting me
And I’ve been dying to get away

I lay here in these sleepless nights
Waging wars inside my head against demons that look just like you
And I cannot defeat them, because I cannot defeat you
So I lay here gasping for air choked by the mistakes I have made
And I will take them to my grave, unsure if I will ever allow myself to love again
And I am just a broken shell of who I used to be, and I have no one to blame
But myself