Lyrics Aviators - Black Holes

I'd like to carve a hole
In my all-seeing eye
Then resurrect myself
Years after my demise
I'll be the blade that cuts
The cables from your head
Fear nothing, but embrace
The drive you feel instead

I'd like to reconcile
The conflicts in my heart
These broken lights inside
Are tearing me apart
An iron mind commands
The deeds I have to do
Black holes inside my soul
Are pulling me from you

Somewhere inside this place
You're with her, unamused
By my mistakes, the aches
Of having you to use
It's just a test, not a game
But here you've reached the end
I'm told to kill you
Though you were my only friend

Paradise
Means sacrifice
Paradise
Means ending life

I'd like to help you
I'd like to hurt you
I'd like to save you
I'd like to hurt you