Lyrics Among Starlight - Ambivalence

Sometimes there’s nothing that I can change
I know that sometimes it’s hard to swallow
Over and over insides are wrenched
Piece by piece I’m becoming hollow
Again and again I question myself
While she’s making out with her friends
Again and again I torture myself
What do I feel? (What do I feel?)

It hurts me to the core
When someone I’m in love with
Turns away from me
Hurt you to the core
I don’t want it for sure
There’s ambivalence and nothing more
I am on my way, but you’re still so far
I’m an astronaut and you’re my star
You have lost your mind and it’s not my fault
There’s ambivalence and nothing more

Sometimes she's blind to what she takes
While there's nothing she's really given
Over and over it's her mistakes
While I am the one who's riven
I wanna run
Never looking back
Wanna scream
I can't heal these cracks
Again and again I question myself
While she's somewhere laughing with her friends
Again and again I torture myself
What do I feel?

It hurts me to the core
When someone I’m in love with
Turns away from me
Hurt you to the core
I don’t want it for sure
There’s ambivalence and nothing more
I am on my way, but you’re still so far
I’m an astronaut and you’re my star
You have lost your mind and it’s not my fault
There’s ambivalence and nothing more

Here's to the ones who can endure no more
Time to explode, we are not heartless stones
We can't be tossed cause we won't let
Time to explode