Lyrics Яnkey - Letter to mother

Every time I wake, I feel so cold
No tender words, no warmth in hands
I'm so alone
How did I deserve this destiny
Of being born with hanging stone
instead of mother’s hold

Listen how my tears
Quietly fall on the ground
Can you hear my silent cries
Flowing through the world
Silently, timidly
Hoping that my prayers will reach you back home

Mother I have built my enmity
Unwanted child bound from the start to fight reality
Maybe I'll survive to reach your heart
You're chained by guilt
But why I'm feeling your despise for it?