Lyrics тема креста - что иисус имел в виду

I lived and wondered why what and who
I asked my mother the name of the planet on which we live
Plot - my mother said, a banal word
I am nervous, I ask again, is it not possible to come up with something new for the planet
take the bus, go to church today, I will baptize
the priest cut off the hair on my water will pour
I came home, lying on the table in a terrible cover law of God
such a dirty book that hands should be washed after, rather than before, and it will deteriorate the skin
cross hung around his neck told not to shoot ever
even talked about some prayers did not understand
I look at the person of the crucified
save and protect engraved on the back
It emanates from all unpleasant carrion
or vice versa something too feigned
grandfather died probably did not wear a cross thought
or just a memory summed prayer remembered the difficult
The following recollection of a year has passed
I sit with my grandmother Mama shouts from the context of understanding that God
it is bad lie bathed stand rented cross tidy in his pocket
morning kindergarten in hysterics telling fellow inmates about cheating
later it turned God is good grandmother joined the sectarians
but just in case I decide it is in anybody not to believe that suddenly upset mother
Second class catch the first flash of fear
I pray to the Virgin Mary with a picture
I feel purified, but not for long
Decides to Die Another grandfather
in fifth grade deceived mother, and she knew somehow
great-grandmother of the guests leaving the door said softly:
& Quot; because it does not wear a cross, you have demons living inside.
Look at my daughter-sectarian, not the enemy of the family! & quot;
to upset, I went to look for him, he's a little
save and save wear on his neck and a year later I drown him in the sink
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in the 11m class going crazy from the fear of death
I ask the mother to help me - she forbids me to think about it
look at classmates - is seen in the coffin every
I do not understand the world order, why now the only exam of paramount importance
why my body would decompose solid cold load in the ground
like lying in a coffin, I stopped being able to sleep on their backs
I read the Bible, Jesus is suffering love and do good to say
for his covenant breathe and try to get rid of fear, everything has to be simple, easy
I go to church, the smell of incense faint, no salvation, kneeling old woman suffering from tumors, running the zoo, soon to touch the living, hit my face on the same place the patient in the church forgot to tell stand with books casually laid thigh Grandmother in a scarf with candles called me the devil, look at the sky, the earth close, call an ambulance, they are helpless, in a hurry to call mom, time zones, it is in another city, my mother gave birth to me why you, contemplate the beautiful nature, full of evil,
under the tongue two sleeping pills, in the morning I go to the doctor, the doctor advises to have sex more often, perhaps, it was Jesus meant.