Lyrics Сан Саныч - Листопад

The first serious was the last
I don't believe bold eyes anymore
The first serious was the last
I don't believe cheap words anymore

She took my best time
I gave everything to her: my feelings and body
Left a little. Shores of muddy dreams
They didn’t open to her - love is a lie

The blow was serious, I did not know the circles of hell
Now I know them - I do not need love
Keep your miserable tears
Load others - stupid and younger

Imprint of the feelings of the insane
The emptiness in my eyes
You killed all living things
I burned everything, dispelled the dust
You got freedom
Well, I got hell
Let everything be as you want
Since I'm a complete asshole
Since I'm done ...
Since I'm done ...

No words - and so everything is clear
I repeat many times
Whatever happened happened
But everything is honest - without beautiful

Eating pain, don't hide
Still alive ... Not yet grazed ...
You can’t forget ... I remember ...
But everything is honest. Like now
He saved as he could. I did not give up
Until my fire goes out
Yes, how much can you humiliate yourself ?!
Leaked the shit down the toilet

I had enough love dope
I'm fed up! Brute force!
My god was near. He saw everything
Where was my gaze directed
The soul was trembling. I did not believe
What will I think about the terrible
I did not dare. Well enough
Unnecessary words about yesterday

And now I say to all of you:
"Do not believe the fucking words!"
They will drag you to the grave
They give rise to evil power
They give hope, an occasion
All this bullshit
And the eternal cold ...
And the eternal cold ...

When the fire, when the desire
When without words touch
Tear down the tower for a moment
There can be only one opinion:
"Everything else is vanity.
A little later death
And with her oblivion ...
And with her oblivion ... "

Eating pain, don't hide
I repeat many times:
"What happened, something happened
But everything is honest - without beautiful
What happened, something happened
But everything is honest - without a fine "

Imprint of the feelings of the insane
The emptiness in my eyes
You killed all living things
I burned everything, dispelled the dust
You got freedom
Well, I got hell
Let everything be as you want
Since I'm a complete asshole
Since I'm done ...
Since I'm done ...

She gave and took away
Magical feeling
Death was near
How I survived - I don’t know
What I did - I do not remember
My heart and body
Bursting with pain

Consciousness wandered
Somewhere in the distance
When i held
Razor in the right hand

I hardly remember what I was thinking then
When there is a rope with a chair in front of me
I can’t do it myself, I’m weak to do it
How can I live further if there is no one to believe

The leaf fall of my words is extreme madness!
There is nothing else! There is no one left!
What have I done wrong?! I still do not understand!
How unbearable it is to be alone!

Imprint of the feelings of the insane
The emptiness in my eyes
You killed all living things
I burned everything, dispelled the dust
You got freedom
Well, I got hell
Let everything be as you want
Since I'm a stump asshole

Imprint of the feelings of the insane
The emptiness in my eyes
You killed all living things
I burned everything, dispelled the dust
You got freedom
Well, I got hell
Let everything be as you want
Do not bring fate back
Do not return ...
Do not return ...
Do not return ...